Hey. 

I feel as if I’m in quick sand; every single time I feel myself finding solid ground or what I deem as happiness, I’m pulled downwards.

The hardest part is finding out that much of this is self-imposed struggles. I’m depressed, struggling to find a way to define the stresses in my life and not have them define me. 

The best part is that I do not want to talk to anyone about how upset I feel. I am so unapproachable, which makes me even more frustrated, and in turn, more unapproachable.

This cycle is annoying. 

historical-nonfiction:

When Polish composer André Tchaikowsky died in 1982, he left his skull to the Royal Shakespeare Company in hopes that he might appear as Yorick in a production of Hamlet.

No one felt comfortable fulfilling this wish until David Tennant (aka the Doctor aka Barty Crouch Jr.) used the skull in a performance in Stratford-upon-Avon in 2008. He continued to use it throughout the production’s West End run and in a later television adaptation.

Neat!

For Joshua.

I just love this. I’ve been waiting to see one like this.

I am back in the game! 

Life’s a happenin’. 

I’m gonna show some people tomorrow (today) that I’m a worthy candidate to hire, while singing and pretending to play guitar.

Who knew playing by ear would come in handy? I am gonna be teaching Super Bass on the guitar to a bunch of students I haven’t even met-they’re not gonna be able to handle me…

Pumped. 

Struggling. 

That generally describes what I am doing at this point. 

Most areas of my life are experiencing a struggle…man, I’m melodramatic. 

I think many of these issues would be solved with more thinking and more sleep.

I love this [and him].

myedol:

AquaDom at the Radisson Blu Hotel.

25 metres tall, containing 1,000,000 litres of seawater and over 1,500 fish of 50 species.